Imperfection is good!

Went for gym yesterday and felt great after some working out! Though I'm aching now but that's a sign that those muscles are being put to some use!

Anyway, I thought about life and I think a problem with me is that too often I try to be too perfectionistic in doing things, which has been brought up to me before. I have issues with letting go cos I usually believe I'm best at doing certain things and from what I recall in uni life and NIE, that means that usually during group projects, I usually end up doing a lot of stuff, esp the final editing because I want to be the one in control of the product to be submitted. So what I probably need to do is to chill a bit and see what I can try to let go. Don't keep trying to do everything swee swee when there are many things to take care of... That should help to relieve stress on myself also...

Speaking of which maybe I should also not keep re-reading my post as I type to save time. Perhaps it's because I have obsessive compulsive disorder? Haha. I think I do man. I check like so many things during certain routines that I think if people knew, they would laugh at me... =p

Anyway, on an extremely random note, I was recalling some things that happened during recent times and during the arcade session last week, I was reminded why I should stay away from basketballs, permanently, lol.

My H1N1 duties so far are actually pretty ok, thankfully. I probably got the longer end of the straw and it's actually not such a complicated thing for our health screening team. At least for most of us, we more or less know when we start and end. Personally I think the contact tracing has it toughest cos once they are activated they need to start contacting people - a thankless task which could take hours to finish.

Looking through Term 3's work in greater detail, I think it will actually be manageable? Hope so cos though my mind is willing, my flesh is weak haha. Been feeling tired for months, except the 2 weeks when I went on holiday and then rested at home. Already feeling tired again even though the last 2 days were short days so hopefully I have the energy to sustain myself for this term. 9 weeks! Just last for 9 weeks and it's study break!!! Gambatte!

Ok, shall stop here. I feel like I'm rambling cos my topics for each paragraph seems like so no link lah but yes I shall not be a perfectionist! Learn to let go! Next post at end of the month! ALL THE BEST FOR CHEMISTRY TOMORROW! You can do it!!! =D